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It’s easier for me to write things out. Words come out better on paper. I don’t know if this letter is something I should give you or just get rid of.

I’m not good with words. Everything sounds fine in my head and I just can’t get myself to say things the way I want to. It always comes out sounding insincere or just empty.

It’s going to take a long time before I can say that I’m ohkay, because I’m not. And I’m not going to pretend like I am. It fucking hurts and that’s not something that’s just going to go away.

"Surround yourself with the people that make you laugh until your stomach hurts."

Marina Iwama. Thank you so much for being here for me. God I really don’t think I could have been alone with myself right now. Talking with you about everything makes it a little better. I’ve cried enough and laughing about stuff and venting and just having someone I can trust with me just really helps with everything. It will take me a long time until I’m truly ohkay again, but I will get there.

Sam Smith
Stay With Me

It’s starting to hit me that I only have one more year with some of the people I have grown up with for so long; many of them are best friends that I never thought I could be separated from. I really have to make this year worth it and enjoy this last time we’ll all be in the same place. This is the last year we’ll be able to see each other every day and laugh about every little thing that has happened throughout it. If only time didn’t go by so fast.

"Be with someone who is proud to have you."

- Frank Ocean (via fldovr)

(Source: l-ucia)


Do you ever just want to talk to someone and then you realize you’re not friends anymore? Yeah I really miss you.