When people ask me ‘how are you?’ I just really don’t know how to answer. I mean, I guess throughout the day I can find myself smiling at times. And there are also times where things haven’t gone so well for me. But for some reason, I can never have a straight answer. I don’t know. Some nights I just find myself crying. I don’t know whether I’m happy or sad. I don’t think I’ll ever know. Just this feeling comes back every so often and it just fucking gets to me.